I Fell In Love All Over Again

I fell in love all over again.

This was different because it was

Not with a lover or with a friend.

But instead with the person it took me forever to apprehend.

I fell in love all over again.

With their poise

Their beautiful internal noise

Their obsession with Sci-fi and Funko Pop toys.

I fell in love all over again.

With this person that at once I despised.

Sadly falling pray to all the external lies.

Only seeing the failures of growing pains.

Bad decisions and childish games.

I fell in love all over again.

Found the worth of the one once deemed worthless.

Found the sanity in the lunatic.

Found the heart in the heartless.

Found the truth in the liar.

Found the voice in the mute.

I fell in love all over again.

This time with a woman of strength and valor.

A woman who's scars are beauty marks left by life lesson.

A woman of humility and evolving grace.

A woman who has redressed her fears and used them to elevate.

Yes, I've fallen in love again

I'll pick her everytime

Because this woman is so fine and I'm glad she's mine.

I love her in every way.

Cherish her more everyday.

I fell in love again.

And I'm happy to say this feelinisnher to stay.

I love me some me and she love me.

You're No Good for Me

It's not normal for me to say this
It's even more unlikely that I'll admit this
But at 3 am when I'm needing you and you out with them
I can say it
You're no good for me

Don't get me wrong
I'm going to miss each inch
Each time you caress to a slow song
Each nibble and bite
Each time you say something that ain't right
See I know it's feel good during the late night
But then comes daylight to remind me
You're no good for me

See I want you bad like Jazmine Sullivan
I want you as a lover and a friend
But I guess I have to tell you again
You're no good for me

No good...
Simple wishes based on empty kisses
Night time dreams turned to another lonely scene
I go to bed with you and wake up in my own arms
At first it did no harm but now I can see through the charm
See through the game
See through my own personal shame
That at nights there are truthfully times I was sing, moan, and groan your name
But no matter what I know that

You are no good for me

It's Been A Year

It's been a year since the day I realized I would face my fears and cry more tears.

It's been a year since I came to realize what I between my thighs can't keep him around if he calling her wife.
Lying to me about changing my life and making things right.
It's been a year since I had to let him go.
Since I had to admit that I know he won't change.
Since I told him to go and it will be fine.
Since I saw him dance while going like I had destroyed his time.
It's been a year.

It's been a year since I asked you to go.
Since you destroyed my life and love it so.
It's been a year of rough nights.
Cold and nervous.
It's been a year of hurt and disservice.
It's been a year.
Tear after tear and day after day but still I fight to keep my life a certain way.
It has been a year.

Since I almost lost my angel without wings?
When I thought I would never again hear her sing.
Truly I seemed composed but only God really knows.
Wanted to fight the priest days before Christmas because he thought you wouldn't be with us.
I knew it wasn't time but everyone else i had to remind.

It's been a year and I smile like the devastation never came.
That when I hear your name those tear stains don't remain.
It's been a year of turmoil but I fight to not let a devil like you steal my joy.
Although you may hate me, my life you can't destroy.
It's been a year, and we've all come to terms that out of 91 years the time we spent with you is our blessing and you prepared us to each face our fears.

Lord give me strength for the next year.