My first love

My first love it's plain to see
That my first love
Starts with me.


My second love, most seem to envy
It's done by plenty
And no you can't take this spot
Because my family is too hot.


My third love should be first
For he is the one who created this Earth
My God is good and oh so great
He's always there and never late.


My fourth love is one I'll never understand
We were never official
Never held hands
Most of all not my man
My best guy friend to the end
Ups and downs
And still no end
My boy, Peanut, is so true
But not my first long lost love or boo.
More like high school crush who stayed true.


My fifth love it's so unclear 
But even with the hurt
He fills my life with cheer
And I want this to last
More than any year
For if it end I'll have to face fear
And shed many tears.


My fifth love may not have stayed true
But regardless he's still my boo
And the way he makes me feel
"I can't see me without you"
And if this ends I won't know what to do


My love right now will teach me how 
To forgive, let go and just be strong
My love right now will make me cry
But also teach me how to fly
He may walk through the door
But no matter what he makes me want more.


My fifth love is you,my baby, my boo.
You already know your name.
I hope this is true.


Falling in love is easy.
Climbing out is the hardest thing to do.