I love you regardless

I know it's not healthy
So I'll need to let go
Start eating again
And not question myself
From head to toe


I need to wait and see
Let my feelings grow
Go with the flow


I need to stop thinking
That it's not real
Move past this
Try to chill


I need to take
Each kiss
Each smile
Each "I love you"
As purely true
And I want to be with you
Not as pity
Or as I'll stay a while
Since I feel for for the child


All I can do
Is truly be me
Know my love is true
And I'm not perfect
But happy to be


Maybe if I stop 
Trying to figure out
Who you want me to be
I can get back to 
Simply loving and being me


And after writing I see
I have found the key
Is not forgiving you
But finally forgiving me.


I'm sorry baby
And I'm willing to wait
To watch the time
And see what we are
Truly meant to be.